I wish things were different...I didn't wish for shit to be this way, nor do I wish for shit like this to happen to anyone. Yes, I always have a smile on my face, but sometimes it’s about as fake as the body on a Barbie doll... I've tried to make things better, but it’s just not working.I wish things would change, for the better. I wish people could see the real me. The one who has the pain behind her eyes, the one who is lost in confusion with mixed thoughts.
The one who truly doesn't regret anything, because at one time it made me happy.
Yes when I see him I remember. I remember the good and the bad...But then I look at her and know all the pain, confusion, lost thoughts and most of all…TRUE happiness is completely worth it, and I love her with my ever fiber of my being.
July 4th, 2009
Dreamz02
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