..:Randomness:..Sunday, November 23, 2008

There is only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. When things change people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting the things that weren't meant to be. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. You got to do what's right for you even if it hurts. I've come to realize that in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become.. 
 


Dear Fucker: 
Why do you have to hurt her like this? What did she do to you? She didn't ask to be brought into this world like this, so why do you have to be so useless to her? I can do quite well on my own raising her without you. She'll do just fine. 
So do me a favor Fucker, make up your mind now boy, before it's to late and you really hurt her. She's young enough right now she'll never remember, but oh I will. I'll remember it all. And when she is old enough I will tell her about that night you broke my heart and all the awful things you said. I might have forgiven you for all of it, but I will never EVER forget them, ever. 
Do me a favor and just leave us already, it's not like you're doing this for you, it's more like you're doing this for your family. Hell, you don't even call to see how she's doing, you never have, ever, and that makes me sad :(. You come see her when "it's good for you" but not when your days are. You make plans weeks, even months ahead with your little screw buddy and her daughter, but you can't even make plans with your own daughter. Is it really that hard? Either man up or fuck off, it's that simple :) 

P.S. Make my wish come true, disappear :) 

Thank You & Have A Nice Day