To My Baby Girl Friday, January 11, 2008

Everyday there is so many things I want to say to you! With every movement I realize more and more just how amazing and beautiful you really are. I've had so many feelings and emotions these last 7 months that my mind is going to explode if I don’t get them out! Just sitting here thinking about how you make me feel brings tears to my eyes, I never knew I could feel so much for someone I haven’t even meet yet. You've changed me in so many ways that it's hard for me to believe but McKayla you bring out the best in me, you make me better! I feel like my life has a purpose and now I actually want to achieve my goals to make a better life for you. Everyone tells me I have changed over the last few months and it really is true, my life is set on you and you're the only thing that matters right now. It never occurred to me that something so small could make me feel like I was so important that I was on top of the world and that it’s a very powerful and amazing feeling!

McKayla, I want and hope to give you everything in life that you're little heart needs and desires. I am going to give you the best life possible and one thing is for sure you will never ever have a lack of love in you're life! There’s so many people waiting and dreaming about the day that they get to meet you and believe me their all amazing people, you're going to love them just as much as I do! I don’t exactly know how to put into words just how much you mean to me, I promise to tell you everyday just how much I love you! Never in my life did I picture myself with children and now I can't picture a day without you baby girl. I know that you're going to be a wonderful person. I can't wait to see you! I guess what I’m really trying to say is I love you!