I've made my mistakes (let’s give them another name), bad decisions and I can admit them and move on…but what was important then is not important now.
The more I observe everyone and everything around me, the more I realize that I don’t have very many in my life that I can trust enough to make me feel secure enough. Maybe I just have to close these pages in my book of life and begin anew. I’m at the age now to know what and who I want in my life and if that’s not the way it works out, then I’ll try again.
I have developed bonds with people I never would have thought could exist! Some relationships have been ruined and some are just beginning. This time around, I’m more important! Not that I’ll be selfish (because I’m far from that) but I definitely won’t accept anything less than what I can offer. I expect honesty & trust.
Why is it so difficult for people to tell the truth, have integrity, live honestly? Even now that everything is all said & done I still don't understand it all.
Am I being 100% honest? Normally you get whatever you give. Hell I don’t think I can be anymore honest than I am. The truth does hurt but I’d much rather know it than play the guessing game and assume shit.
MISTAKE #1 (assuming makes an ass out of me NOT you)
I’m getting pretty tired with so much more on my mind.
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