I've got so much to be grateful for.... I don't even know where to start. I got my beautiful angel, whom I wouldn't trade for anything. A wonderful family whom I love with everything I've got. A select few close friends, and of course my bff ♥ I'd be lost without them all. You all mean the world to me, and I just hope you know how much your care & support means to me. I Love You Guys more then ever!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
This year has had it's ups and downs. I've been so lost in thoughts during it all. But with everything going on, I've found a true friend, and learned the understanding of what family is all about. from the times I've just wanted to give up and say "screw it all" to the time I've laughed so hard I've almost peed my pants. They've been through it all with me. looking back now I wouldn't change a single thing about any of it, although during certain times I know I wish I could change it all.
I'm not a religious person by far, but I do believe that god has chosen me to be a wonderful mother to a very beautiful little angel. McKayla is my everything, and I'd do anything for her. we've had a lot of late nights and good laughs and some cry's, and I am forever grateful for that too.
On august 13th, 2009 I was given the test results that would forever change my life. I was very uncertain at first I could be strong enough to live with the changes in my life. But sitting here now thinking about them all, they are just changes to my life. Yes in some ways they have changed the plans I had for McKayla and myself, but I’m completely okay with that! We found out that McKayla has "Angelman Syndrome". This is where I'm a very firm believer of “if I couldn't handle something, god wouldn't send it my way”.
Yes, my life has changed a lot in the last few years, but that’s alright. The times have changed, and I know I have defiantly changed as well. I've done a lot of growing up in a lot of ways. I've got in touch with some old friends, and met a couple new unbelievable friends too. We've had a lot of late nights, with some very good times. I wouldn't change any of this for the world. Some of you I may not speak to that often, but when we do talk, it's like time has never passed. We pick up right where we left off. And the one friend who always makes me think about PURPLE! Bwahahahaha such good late nights.
To everyone else, they may not realize how much good they have in their life till it’s gone for whatever reason. Each morning when I wake up I know and am ever grateful for what I have in my life. I have good health, a wonderful beautiful daughter, the best family anyone could ask for, and some of the best friends anyone could have. Without you guys, my life wouldn't be what it is today, I am forever grateful for all of you!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Word’s can not even begin to express how you make me feel. Thank you for being who you are, and thank you for letting me share my life with you!
merci je t'aime
(Thank You I Love You)
Don't ever change, to me you are perfect just the way you are <3
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